today webby UT2 was soo tricky.. a lot of very long qns n it already makes me sleepy.. having to read them... my blank almost completely switch off in the middle of the UT... all the grades for UT1 are out... i did ok n surpised to get a B for java... soo shocking.. but alhamdulilah... as expected, i get a very terrible grade for OS... i just simple hate OS.. OS sux!! serious, i dont noe wat is going on for OS for the past 7 weeks.. i don noe y but it simply cannot enter my head... block!!!!

java for today was terrible!! i mean really terrible!! everything was terrible!! the faci, the problem, etc... haizz... y must change fac?? she like dead zombie... ask qns.... beating ard the bush then in the end, nv ans our qns!!! goodness!!! how am i going to survive for the next few weeks.. god please help me... in the middle of the class.. sneak out with my friends to the mosque for our prayers ard 1 plus... then rush back quickly to the class...

i feel so happy yesterday bcoz i manage to do a short movie... without anyone help... muakhaa... a movie clip about my outing to SG.. i kept on playing n playing it... n laugh to myself.. then after cramping my head for the movie, went to sleep till nite... sori sue bout the badmintion thingy... i only realised the msg when i woke up this morning... another day perhaps...

nothing else to say.... my brain is now cramp with all the stupid coding.. wanna go home quickly n have a really gd sleep... *peace*

Updated@4:30 PM

today was the first day of skool after a "long" 3 weeks break... haizz... quite happy to go back to skool.. don need to face my wall 24 hrs... freedom!!! haha...

in the morning to skool.. met him... i was surprised to the max... nv expected him to call me and talked to me... after a long 1 yr since we r so called separated from each other... no msgs... no letters.. no phone call... hmm... so ya... we talked for a while before heading to our respective destination.. he was on the way to skool... and so i am... so msg him for awhile n glad to noe that he is doing fine with his life... actually he was 1 week late for skool... the college just called him n there he was... on the first day of skool... diff from the rest.. haha...quite funny.. aniwae all the best man n gd luck to u... may god bless u.. *peace*

**mr chris is going to be a VP seh in one of the primary skool.. wow!! congrats to him.. i bet the students will be missing him.. All the best!!

Updated@1:08 PM

goodness.. i have absolutely a wonderful time with my "family".. eating at seoul garden + shopping from morning till nite.. wow!! hanging out together, laughing like hell n making fool of ourself... hmm.. i cant beleive that was me... hehe

the day started with us meeting at bugis.. celebrate christinw's advance bd.. hmm.. headed to parco bugis junction seoul garden with vv, christ n jing.. met xue hua there.. as it was as early as 12pm.. it was not that corwded.. in fact.. only a few tables were occupied.. we ate n ate from 12 till 2.30pm.. hehe... it was my 1st time going to SG.. so ya... it was like "coming out from the zoo" or mcm org jakun!! haha..

i was amazed that it was free flow.. the ice-cream, drink, etc... i was like thinking.. hmm.. wont they make a loss or wat??hmm.. but actually it worth spending my $4 here... all the foods were gd... $12 for each of us.. if not have to pay ard $15 but all thanks to xue hua who got discount... hehe.. took a lot of pics for memories..

to "kill" our time for our talk later at 7pm.. we went shoppinh ard bugis n chinatown.. bought a jean which was pay by vv first.. nv brg enough $$.. then headed to chinatown for another rd of shoppinh.. then met devi at 630pm to go for our talk at far east sq, chinatown... looking for the place wa hectic.. ask ppl ard but most of them not sure.. then got one lady who give us a rong direction.. she say what " Oh u walk straight, cross the road.. there is a bustop there n u take bus 109.. it will brg u to far east sr at orchard rd".. muakah... that is far east plaza lah not far east sq!! hehe

finally reached our destination.. took pics again since they asked to come back at ard 715pm... were served free bread n tea + free kaya to brg back home.. the bread n tea was superb.. fantastic!!! the talk finished at ard 840pm.. as we headed home.. vv sported a blouse that caught her attention at This Fashion.. so ya.. went shopping again.. finally reached home at 10+..foo!!!

* I will upload the pics went my frend sent it to me :)

Updated@1:17 PM

Hai hai!!! a while ago went to meet up with my sec skool classmates... wati n sue... we had a game of badminton.. it was great to meet up with them... catchinh up with the latest news on each other n of course... gossip... muakhahah.... sue had a badmintion trial tomorrow at her skool... so ya.. this is a so called practise for her.. hmm... finding the badminton court was a problem... all was fully taken.. hmm.. go round n round n finally found one BUT!!! there was a stage that has been set up.. erhg!!! but we don care.. we set up the net n started playing.. haha...

both of them were very funny.. i cant stop laughing wen ever i met them.. there will be something to laugh about.. its either the way they behave or something about wat they talk... we r planning to make it as once a week actitivy.. in a way.. it enable us to meet regulary... i have no prob with is as long as i don have anything after skool or finish late for skool.. if not.. i on.. esp soccer!!! plz i need it man!! i miss it.... long time nv play seh!! mus organize k ppl?? *adiaos*

Updated@11:34 PM

argh!!!! today bad luck seh... kena saman by TP ar at little india... haizz.... $20 going to be gone just like that next week i guess... haizzz... kena caught coz crossing the road without using the traffic light.. gosh!!! the road was just a few cm away and we thought there was no traffic light needed... so we just cross like dat.... we nv saw that stupid traffic light and there we are... kena caught by them.. 90% of the people who were there kena caught by them... and we are part of the 90%... haizz... our mood was spoilt just like that... haizzz... nasib pada... lucky it was after i go to mustafa center.. if not, no mood to do my project...

saying bout that.. hmm... went to mustafa just now... with devi... it was soo tiring walking here and there... just to look for that person... we been pushed from one person to another and in the end, end up with his secretary... talk to her and she ask me to call her next week.. her boss is not in town... overseas i guess.. went to eat at komala.. the food was not bad... enough to fill up my half empty sotmach... on the way... kena kacau by all the mamak's... they all nothing better to do seh.... as if they all shah rukh khan... muakhahah....

but before heading to mustafa... i went back to skool for a while... met nurhabriyah nasir and family there.. this is the second time i saw them in my skool... quite puzzled on why they were here... hmm.... filming was out coz i don see any of the camereman or wat lah... hmm... *thinking*..

to "nenek"... all the best for yr studies.... and gd luck in watever u do... tc!!! *peace*

Updated@8:28 PM

hmm... just came back.. the day started out in the morning... going for my rehearsel in skool for my ndp thingy... managed to cover up the whole theme song.. hmm... the chorus was a bit hard to catch up.. it was too fast.. there is a lot fof werk need to be done in that area.. i guess other part is ok... but there is still room for improvement...

going to mustafa was cancel due to some reason.... accompany xue hua to acer to fix her comp... infra problem... then both of us headed to IMM to buy something for someone... we took taxi to IMM.. quite funny ar... walk and walk then told xue hua that that is the builiding... she say far... in the end, took taxilah... mukahah...

then headed to JP library alone after that.. intend to borrow Java books but don noe which want to choose and which want is suitable for me... haizz.. in the end.. end up borrowing cat books and an eng book...

haha.... looking forward to thur for our celebration... cant wait for that....... *peace*

Updated@6:04 PM

finally i managed to complete the window media player thingy... and all thanks to my friend who help me in this.. thanks everybody!!!! i appreciate that... :)

haizz.... i am sooo bloody bored at home... everyday, did the same thing... i am bored to death!!! haizz.... pesta perdana was damn BORING yesterday!!! real bored man!!! since it was at ritz charlton hotel, i expected to be more oomp but in the end it was booo!!! out of 10, i rate it 4... serious man, i think suria really need to do something bout it... suria programme is really going from bad to worse... ok lets go back to the pesta perdana thingy... unexpected results were announced yesterday... and that jorah ahmad really piss me off man... i just hate the sight off her.... "kaki borak" yr head lah.... they don deserve to win... poor suhaimi... this time... he went home empty ended... haizz... not yr rezekilah.. but its ok... there's more to come in next few years... :)

i guess everybody had heard bout the body parts thingy... it was soo gruesome man... omg!!! freaking!!! wat the hell is he trying to do?? hope they are able to find the remaining parts of the body wich is the legs.... and saying bout this.... hope to become a CID one day... i had a dream bout me becoming CID... guess wat rank i dream off?? haha... Supritendance!!! goodness... Supritendance Nuruljannah.. aisey man!!! muakhahaha!!! come on lah jannah... u r dreaming lah... muakhahaha

looking forward to this coming monday... will have another round of rehearsel for the ndp thingy... then will be heading towards mustafa center for my project work.. please help me god... hope they don reject me....

that's all for now... want to go and play my comp game... gd nite... *wink*

Updated@11:10 PM

hmm.... today had a fun day learning hand sign language... it's a preparation for me where by i will be taking part in this National Day Pledge Signing using Sign Language with the deaf ppl which will be held at the marina on the national day itself as well as during the preview itself... quiet excited for it and indeed looking forward to this event... apart from learning the pledge using sign language, we r also suppose to use sign language for the ndp theme song also... gosg.. freaking man.. it was soo long.. but hey... it's an experience for me to gain .... and this experience is priceless.. *superb*... so had this session today for 4 hrs straight.... starting off with the basic sign language like alphabet and numbers... the numbers was quite easy to catch but not the alphabet... i kept forgetting it.. haha... guess getting old... muakhahah...

follow by words like sing-apo-re, etc... freaking to memorize it.... then move on with pledge thingy... i manage to memorize half of it... *yeah*... but there is still room for improvement... the worst part, like wat i say was the song.. especially when it reaches the chorus... damn fast... don noe how i gonna manage it.. but there 3 words for it.. Practice Makes Perfect!!!!! that's it...

Updated@5:51 PM

well, during the 3 days wen i was in the camp... a lot of things seem to be happening ard me.... my sec best buddy grandma just passed away..... ard's father just passes away too.. haizzz.... like wat my frend had say, this event also have made me realise how precious life is.... i am deeply lucky to have the most precious person in my life with me.... they are none other than my family itself.... i just pray that they can be my side as long as possible coz i noe that they are going to go too one day... just like them.... may god bless them....

Updated@11:57 AM

uhuhu... just came back from my camp.... but before i go and talk about my camp experience and all the stuffs, just like to take this opportunity to send my condelences to my sec best buddy for the dismiss of her late grandma on her the 6th... its quite a tragic for her but i believe u can overcome this obstacles... don think so much bout it k bunny... may she god bless her. amin....

day 1 of the SA camp 8/6/05:

the day started out as early as 8am... was the first to reach skool at 7.50am.... on the way to skool... it started to rain.. gosh.. dampen my spirit man... i was all drenched and soaked by the rain.... haha.... as usual... there will be ice breaking games as a start head... whacko, bingo, silent arrangment, etc are some of the ice breaking we plan out for them to play.... basically, games for first day is about ice breaking... the lunch and dinner was soooo yucky!!!! it was the skool canteen food...!!!! oh gosh... the games were all fun and interesting... of course lah.. seelah who plan this out... muakhaha

i was the so called "toilet guard" for both the days... muakahah... the mosquitos in my skool all happy sak.. why not?? coz they got "free food"... *ergh* after bathing, all counsellers had a daily breifing which was held at 12+.. then lights off for us at 1+... the room was super duper freaking cold... kept waking up at nite... tossing here and there... but did mange to sleep in the end...

day 2 9/6/05:

woke up at 7am... do all the nesseccary stuffs before heading down to the canteen for our breakfast... breakfast was ok... kway teow +++... uhuhu.. my fav... after that games as usual.. i guess i wont go so much into the details.. if not.. will be very long... the game that i enjoyed most was of course the king and queen.. water bomb!!!! hahah.. evil time... went ard to attack their "castle" as well as bombimg them!! haha... fun.. fun... then.. back to toilet again for my duty... i think i regret volunterring for this... haha.... back hey... i got to use walkie talkie man... mcm org jakun... muakahha... play ard with my another frend using the walkie talkie who was also doing the duty... haha... crazy sak we all.. haizz... again breifing as usual.... lights off at 1 +....

day 3 10/6/05:

last day of the day... woke up at 7am... went down for breakfast.. food was yucky!!! then area clean up followed by camp debrief for all which included prize & video presentation and group photos... makes alot alot fo new frends... my potential junior SA... wish them all the best for these selection camp... if u guys didnt make it.. don b dishearted... for those who make it.. congrats!!! everything finished at 11 +.. went home quickly as i miss everything at home.. my family, my cats, my bed, etc....

that's all for now.... enjoy.... :)

Updated@7:30 PM

went for my camp recee today... at the same time.. celebrate our advisor birthday which fall yesterday.... went to try out all the games that are been plan out for the camp this wed onwards... been assigned to quite a few games.... haizz... hopefully everything will run smoothly for me... hmm....

holiday just started and looks like my first are gone just like that... with camps in few days time.. then sat plan to go PA with my bro and also do my project with devi... sun got gathering at my cuzz hse... cukur rambut ceremony.. haizz... going to b bz and hectic day for me... god plz protect me *peace*

the last few days been staying at home and watch vcd on dolphin at bay.... haha... manage to watch 3/4 of part 1 which consists of 8 cd... hope to complete part 1 by this week... very interesting show but got to do without the subtitle... but thank god i do understand a bit what they were saying...muakhaha.... my bro just bought a new XBOX games... haha.... thank god he bought the game that i dreamt of for long tim... "winning eleven" game... don need to ask... confirm soccer game... hahah... so sat and sun also most of time play games... end up getting nag by my dearest mum.... gosh... then yesterday went to cut my hair.. gosh... i simply hate my hair... it turn out disaster... gosh.... haizz... wat to do.. "rice become porridge" already... no use thinking bout it... but plan to go and alter again.. see when got time then go again...

btw... hapi birthday to "nenekku" yg ke "91"... muakahaha.... wah nenek soooo old already sak... but young at heart... muakhaha.... aniwae... hapi birthday nenek... may god bless u.... stay happy and funky always.... *cheers*

guess that's all for now... *adioas* pal....

Updated@12:01 AM

haha... guess wat... we all plan to go home as a class and left the work half done!!!!! muakahhaa.... superb sak... aiyah.... last day of course... where got mood seh!!! i support u guys!!! muakhaha.....

today reali slack to the max sak..... classmates only half here.. the other half... MIA... hahhaa... today ate lunch with my ex class.... reunion lunch... muakhaha... i felt so paiseh to buy from that mama shop already....everytime i go there, the first thing they will ask is "cheese prata is it"?? omg... paiseh sak... coz 90%, everyday i will ate cheese prata from the mama shop.... no choice ar... not much variety of food avaible in my skool.... haizzz... looking forward to move to my new campus... *cheers*

i guess that's all for now... i wanna go slack again... mukhahaha... *adioas*

Updated@1:12 PM

Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell?
Why can't I write when I have so much in mind?
Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart?
Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air?

Too many words left unspoken
Too many things left undone
Why can't it be and why can't I?
For all I know this pain deep inside
Took the gladness from my heart.

Is this the pain of missing you?
Is this the reason behind it all?
Hear the agony of my heart
Longing for you and for your touch
Feeling your lips, feeling your face
Missing your kisses and warm embrace.

When will the waiting ever be over?
For as long as were apart I can never be whole
Oh! My Dearest Love
I just want you to know
That my heart is aching because
"I'M MISSING YOU!"

Updated@9:31 AM

omg.... my stomach going to burst after yesterday lesson... muakhahah... it was definetely fun.... going ard the whole skool, taking lots and lots of pictures... the day started with us "playing" ard with the camera.... trying to figure it out how to function that camera, etc... b4 really going into that problem given to us... we took some candid photos of us in class... muakhhaha..... dilhan was the superstar for our class.... oh ya.. and also our model for the problem... hahah... definetely fun...

Some photos taken yesterday :)

=> Me, Dil, Nazira

=> Me :)

=> Nazira & Me

=> Muakhaha...

Updated@10:43 AM