Saturday, October 01, 2005
Its been a really tiring dae for me for the past 3 days... have to come back to n fro to the hospital (again!!) to visit my mum this time who had been admitted on thur.. please don ask me what she is suffering from in the tag board!!!! sooo terribly sad to see her in this manner... haizz... life for us (3 sibling + daddy) can be say terrible... now i noe the feeling of not having yr mummy at home.. the feeling is really really different.. words cant explain my feeling... only god noe how i felt... so this past few dae.. the duty of mother was been passed down to me... mummy, hope u recover faster n come back soon... we need n miss u terribly!!! we really need u... may u have a speedy recovery... love u sooo much!!!! thur n fri (29 n 30/9):thur went back home at 1000 pm with my bro... didnt manage to catch the final anugerah but my mummy is more impt.. so i don really bother much bout that nor i felt my heart aching for not watching that..... n the next morning, went to the hosp alone in the morning at 1030... spent time with her for awhile only before she was pushed to a place for her scooping to be done on her... so end up watching tv alone in the room.. lying on her bed n took the opportunity to sleep on her bed since i was really tired n lack of sleep the previous nite.. went back home with the rest of my family at 8 at nite...Sat (1/10):todae went there a bit late... coz in the morning, had promised my sec mates that we will be going out to west coast... syed, apao, zhub, quek n karen... had a fun time in west coast eventhough i admit that i am feeling really sleepy coz yesterdae nite slept at 1200 n woke up at 0830 todae morning.. my whole body was aching n i am really tired... played water bomb, soccer n volleyball... though of renting a bicycle there but cant find any bicycle kiosk... too bad then.. proceed on to the mac near by.. saw fiona werking there.. also saw victor (poly frend) who was with his mentor n the rest... celebrating children day i guess... hmmm.. then headed to marina square to celebrate karen advance bd as well as to search for a gift for mdm q bd this coming mon... karen had a "fun" time with us coz quek go n smash some cake on her face.. wahha... well done quek!!!!! (oops!!) but too bad nv follow them go n hunt for mdm q present coz i need to go off to hosp already liao... syed accompany me to the mrt eventhough i resisted.. stubborn himm!!! aniwae.. thanks alot... saw quite a num of ex pioneer students like shikin n some other wich i cant remember their name at marina there... hmm... reached hospt ard 0540pm.. thought of staying there a bit longer but my bro want to go back at 0730pm... haizz... i resisted n even told him to go back first n i go back myself later... but my mummy don allow.. coz nite already... n anywae she asked me to go back home n rest... as i don want to worry my mummy.. i go back home with him reluctanly without arguing that much (usually i will argue with him till the end!!!).... lucky ar u bro!!!
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